讓子彈燒

這兩天，我的胃真的像有子彈燒的感覺。那種感覺真的不好受，但更難受的是嘔吐的感覺。一天嘔了三次，真的怕了，我真的很怕嘔了。

我想注意健康不是只是說說而已，要真的改變生活，改變飲食。願主保守我的靈與魂與身子。

一月頭

十二月可說是聖誕月。由月頭到月尾，到處都充滿著節日氣氛。感恩，今年的聖誕節竟然在日本度過。人們說去過日本後便會愛上了它。哈，我想不用等去過，有看過日劇和動漫的，都已經很愛到日本。日本的確很迷人。印象最深刻的郤是大自然的宏偉景色。在白川鄉裡看到的連綿山脈，加上厚厚積雪，真的看到我嘩嘩聲。神的創造果然非同凡享。

十二月頭

十一月，永遠是我最喜愛的月份。今年的十一月與上一年的很想似，也是畢業和生日。很久沒有用中文字了，所以這個月我特意用中文字來記錄，好使我多留點字。

畢業，雖然穿畢業袍的不是我，但與朋友們拍畢業照仍是很高興。我想是因為大家很久沒有相聚吧。

今年的生日很感恩，有一班好友為自己的生日花點心思已令我很滿足。的確，物輕情意重。

十一月的每一天也很喜樂。無論遇到甚麼不如意的事，只要想起自己仍在十一月，自己便被正能量充滿。

突然發覺現在已經是十二月一日便如了。如果十一月有三十一天就好了。

1st RF Ann.

Although I still haven't yet started to write any iPhone apps, I have been a web developer in RF for one year. I have to give thank to god that I'm working for my interest more than money. I don't dare to say RF is the best company but it's absolutely one of my dream companies. As well, web development is also my dream career. I just like this company.

There is like a playground that I can play Flash, jQuery, HTML5, CSS 3, shell script and so on. Ha, it sounds like I'm a computer freak but the feeling is really awesome since I can learn what I wanted to learn. Besides, I said there was a playground because I can really play there. I'm so free to surf the Internet and play ball games with colleagues. I also enjoyed the monthly activities that gave me lots of "jason" moments.

Moreover, I'm so glad to work with two great seniors. Senior G is really a baba who cares my feeling and gives me many guidances. Senior A is like a brother who supports me in action. Nevertheless, they resigned last year.

Working in RF needs much passion and paitence. We often work over time even over night. Actually I don't mind to work OT but I do mind to work OT for dealing with the stupid IE and super old lotus note. I always wanna write a programm to kill all the IE6 users. However, I'm still a small fish in the Internet world and my outcome are still few peices of cakes but it's true that "It's a career, not a job.".

6th Xanga Ann.

Going back to 2004, I was a Form 7 student. As an AL candidate, there should be no leisure time. Only one thing I can do was studying. When assignments, past papers and mocks  came close together,  escape was the only way to me. Hea was the next step. Turning on the PC was the second step. Once Windows started up, forum, ICQ and Doc games were the entertainment to kill my time. Perhaps I was filled with guilt so I started to find something to redeem my fault. Maybe primary school teachers always encourage students to write diaries. I opened a Xanga account and then started to type my first entry. That was the beginning of my web log.

Recently, yes recently, i just found the archive page of my Xanga. Reviewing those entries year by year, I found the changes of my writing style as well as myself. Passion is always in plenty at the earliest. I wrote the entries with lots of expression and described my life in great detail. I also decorated the site with animated banner, media player, flash counter and so on. Ha, I just tried to put everything in look and feel. Not only a diary, Xanga is also a place for me to promote my super stars Bergkamp and BoA.

When somebody entered my Xanga and somebody left my Xanga, things changed very much. I started to realize that the world is huge and full of people. Xanga became a place for me to express my emotion and share my thoughts. Besides, there became my language training center. My colloquial writing has been becoming written language even in English. It's unbelievable that I've been using English for two years since Special English Day. However, Chinese is always the easiest way to express myself. That's why there was a Chinese entry monthly.

Xanga is definitely a part of my life. I've been using it for six years. Because of Xanga, I know how silly I was. Because of Xanga, I also know how blessed I was. Thx god. I can read and write. I truly wish I can write more positive entries and share my witness of god in the furture, yet I will most likely move to Wordpress. Nevertheless, it's not the time to say good bye to Xanga, I just wanna write an entry for the 6th Ann. of B Style.